A good WeEK!!

long time no see manz!!one week has passed and it was a fulfilling and happy week. Jus came back from cell from Anthony's place at Bayshore Park. So heng cuz it is super near my hse la!So can rush hm write my blog den off I go to watch soccer and revise my psych. I sound mugger ritE?Well tryin and aiming to be one this semester mah..This whole week I attended all the lects and paid full attention and din doze off for a sec!=) Im so happy la..I feel geared up to mug this sem!!=) And i know God has been blessing with strength and wisdom and peace at heart, that is why I can b so optimistic and enthu to study. All my modules are veri interestin i Tink..next week is tutorial balloting and i am reali scared but I know God is in control and He has laid the plans for mi..Oh YA!! I reali gota praise the LORD!! He did wonders in my life recently!!I gota say this man..as u all know i am gona teach micromouse and i need afternoons free and wanted to teach at least one school and thus need a afternoon free. But initially when I was presented with the whole list of tutorial slots to choose from, MAN!!all were in the afternoons la! I was reali upset that I mite not be able to work and earn some allowance!So I prayed and prayed and prayed. who noes! a few days ago, there was an announcement from my Jap Lang lecturer that they are opening a slot on Mon 8-10 in the mornin and I was ecstatic!! God is good and He is always there when we most need Him!! and he created miracles because it was highly improbable to increase tutorials slots esp for lang modules and the moment I saw the announcement I knew I will have my mondays and wednesdays free cuz of that, I knew it was all God's. So never stop prayin and never stop hoping in God because he is a faithful God, a wonderful God and a Sovereign God. I am jus so glad to have Him in my life.

Alright, jus a short msg..tmr is Sunday and back to ChurCH!!Sundays always seemed so far away, always cant wait for Sundays to come now..can see my YE ppl, my church frens, get to worship and praise God!See ya everyone!hope i can write often on my blog..i reali hope so!!=)

my FIrsT day oF schOoL!!

first day of school. it was fun. not really. but not boring either. not too bad. but too early. i was sleepy in the morning. i was sleepy in the bus to school. and i was sleepy durin the 1st lect. but lects were quite interesting esp the 1st one which was Abnormal Psychology. lecturer kept emphasizing to us not to seek him for treatment. he worked nearly half a decade in IMH!Chief psychologist!cool man..but old. but nice. copied some notes during lect. tok to kelly my psych fren. stared at the clock. day-dreaming. that was it. these were the stuff i did durin that lect.

2nd lect was at science. a medicine cross faculty module. interestin man. lect started 15mins late but ended 45 mins earlier. so a 1hr45 mins lect reduced to 45 mins!lecturer was an Indian.i tink he dun like mi. i offended him. because i imitated his accent and copied what he said. i said it too loudly. he heard it. he looked at him. and i tink he dun like mi. im scared but who cares. haha. was learning menstrual cycle and ovulation. learnt it during jc so lect was a breeze. dun tink i will S/U it. hope i can do well. I like this module. because the tutorial on thurs is not compulsory. that means this module formally onli 1hr lect every week!whee!nice!i like!that means i get thurs afternoon free other than my jap studies lect from 10-12. den i can work or study more!get more time for myself. im happy. but i hope i won't exploit it. =)

tmr got jap lect. 4-6. stupid timing. but no choice. I like Jap. hafta take. people are nice. The lang is nice. so muz go for lect. after that, goin with dear dear to cut hair. Yeah. i like to cut my hair. though i fear the result. but most of the time. i like my hair. I trust Fabian my hairstylist. he is young, daring and nice. Im goin to cut short. reali short. like Yoanna in America's next top model. but dun tink can. her hair so much and thick. mine is limp and little and flat. sometimes i dislike my hair. no volume need products. and im lazy. but my haircut onli costs 20bucks so im happy. im broke. im broke all the time actually. i dun like not having money. but i also dun like havin too much money. but i never had alot of money so its ok. hee.

reading this book that Shirley lent mi. forgot the title for now. a very interestin book abt an autistic boy called Christopher. He likes prime numbers, want to be an astronaut and loves Physics and Maths. He is cool. the way he sees the world is cool. the way he writes his novel is cool. and i feel like im tryin to write like him. and it is cool too. will read the book later on. read my bible too. Still at 2Samuel. want to go on to 1Kings.bible is interesting. But i want to learn more from it den enjoyin it. feel that i am not learning enuff. maybe some ppl can help mi. thx.

bACK in SchOoL tmr!! Yeah!

its back to school tmr and im reali excited. got 2 two-hr lects tmr from 10-2pm..after that maybe joining dear dear at juying sec school to gif him support at his first lesson teachin micromouse.

I hope i wun feel too sleepy tmr durin lects. I always doze off during lect. But nowadays, im not dozin off during sermons, maybe when i finally realized the importance of listening and understanding the messages behind sermons, den i will pay more attention and comprehend it beta. Like today's msg, normally i tink i will jus switch off once the speaker opens his mouth, but today it was diff, i was tryin to listen intently and scribble as many stuff as i can. And takin down notes reali help to focus during services and i learnt something. What i learnt today was as disciples of God, we have to testify for God and our testimonies must glorify God. Ultimately, everything that we do have to go back to the main objective: to lead GODly lives. G= glorify God O= Obedience to His word and lastly D= discipline. And i reali hope COGS as a whole and YE especially can inch closer to this goal as week pass.

There is so much to learn abt God and His word. My life has become more meaningful and intriguing in a sense because I can nv expect what new stuff I will learn or encounter everyday. God's words give mi direction, He is my light in the darkness. Particularly in darkness does His light shines the brightest.

hmm..

eloz..well its been quite some time..i feel disorganized, out of sorts, aimless, lethargic today. Accompanied my sister to see a doc today..she is sick again..supposed to meet huimin but i couldn..sorry huimin. sorry shirley as well cuz supposed to get ur bible. yup sorry again. i feel that i got a lot to do. But jus cant get down to doin it.

but i need to settle my jap notes. Need to revise again. If not i will not get my A!=/ that is so sad. cuz i love jap. oops shirley i tink im kinda influenced. by ur broken grammar. and disjuncted sentences. but it is cool and fun though. to write in broken sentences. but still not as PRO as u!=P

im goin to get a devotional book soon. either from dear dear or i buy a new one. shirley jus bought the one i wanted. its a good book. at least i tink so. cant wait to start on my devotional nites. my quiet times. dun reali noe how to go abt doin it. but i'l pray and learn. Life is all abt experiencing, tryin and learnin.

doin my semester timetable now.
quite successful so far.
still biddin for 3 more modules. 2 im confident . 1 i am not. but i will pray.
tryin to beautify my timetable. plus im workin and plannin to help out on fri at westwood and tutorin my younger sis and pullin up my grades..its gona be a hectic and busy year. But at the same time, it will be fulfilling i believe.

so many things..so little time..but that is what makes life exciting..

so little things ..so much time..that is what makes life relaxing..

Tiring day..

I am so tired and angry now la..dun ask mi with who..but the person will know it himself..so many times so many ppl jus acknowledges but do nothing..why ppl jus dun get it?why he jus dun get it?why is he like that?and why am I like that?I am so tired of talkin..of shouting..of tryin to knock some senses in to some ppl..I am tired..Maybe ppl jus dun change..or at least its so hard for them to change..its jus them..but it doesn gif them the reason to use that as an excuse and not change..

Din sleep the whole of last nite..the YE ppl were at gerald's hse..playin mahjong..eatin..cards..singin..playin guitar and sleepin..though those who slept din had a chance to sleep much cuz we were disturbing them..but it was a gd time of fellowship and get together in the New Year. In the mornin..the weather wasn't gd at all..rained heavily but we played for a while of bball and soccer downstairs with SJC. It was fun..but if only the weather was better..=)

Im stil sleepy though took a long nap..i deserve it man..haha..im gona sleep soon..i dun tink i will haf a gd sleep though..tinkin of that upsettin person..but there's an irony in this..but i shan't reveal it..

yeah!church tmr!!=)

God heard my prayers..=)

God heard my prayers..He knew my dilemma with regards to stayin over in church or spendin the nite at home with my family..He heard it and i am glad. God is good, God is always listening, no matter how small or numerous our prayers may be..He never fails to answer them. God has been workin so much in my life and His presence has been so strong in my life recently that I cant help but loudly proclaim: "He is undoubtedly my strength, my shield, my portion and my deliverer." I LOVE You SO MUCH GOD!!BUT I KNOW You LOVE ME MUCH MUCH MORE!!There is no better time den now for mi to renew my convenant with Him as we approach the new year. I feel revitalized and high in spirit to receive the new year. I look forward to the plans God has for mi in the coming year. Be it happy or testing ones, I know He knows best. Right now, I just wana hand my life over to Him fully and let Him take charge. I am not losing myself by givin Him my everything. Instead, by lettin Him be in control, I finally realized what or Who I am living for. I will not lose my direction in life anymore, I will not lose myself in the pragmatic society today, I will not ask "Why am I living in this world?"..

I am living for Him, my sovereign Lord, my Father, my God.

its been a long time...

harloz!long time no see!!haha..it has been a super hectic wk for mi. been practisin dance and carolin before we went to 2 old folks hm on 24th dec for carolin and danced durin service yest. im so glad everythin is over and everythin went well..xmas passed not so long ago and the new yr is comin..goin for watchnite service on 31st. YE stayin over in the upper hall until the new year.But im not too sure if i shld stayover..cuz that would onli mean i will nt be celebratin with my family. Im a little upset over this issue..i guess recently i have not spend enuff time with my family but the dilemma is I wana stayover le and go for watchnite service..sigh i am startin to face the difficulties of being the onli christian in a non-christian family. I am prayin for things to work out..i guess rite now i can jus wait and see what God has planned for me..this is also a time of testin for me i guess..to test me what my priorities in life are..time flies and 2005 is here again..i have not made any resolutions and i dun tink i will..because normally i dun fulfill them haah..but the main reason i guess is resolutions shld be made along the way and not particularly in the beginnin of a new yr..But the first thing i wana achieve in 2005 is to study hard..sounds cliche or abit not the kind of thing i will say..but i haf to liao..cuz checked my results for this sem and i din do that well..still gd enuff but relatively poorer than the previous 2 semesters..i got onli 1 A out of 5 modules..the rest being B+..and after 3 semesters..my CAP score is 4.47 compared to 4.7 last time..but i believe i haf to be contented..because jus b4 every paper this sem, I prayed and asked God to gif mi wat i deserved cuz i got to admit i was particularly lazy and slack this sem..and true enuff, God answered my prayers and gave mi the marks i deserved, that's y i dun feel very upset..instead more determined to pull my CAP score back again!!this semester i believe was the most testin and important one cuz it tot mi a big lesson..i haf to keep workin hard to maintain what i have..cant take things for granted.

through this time..I realized that God may not be fair but he is Just.

a short one..

waaahh!!super tired and sun-burnt!!and bruised!!went to sentosa siloso beach today with some of the YE youths tim huimin and victor and linda(tim's 2 frens from aust) played volleyball that's y got bruise on my wrist and palm and arm la!super painful!!and ugly!!den played a friendly soccer match on the beach with some victoria school scouts..won 4-2!!!the first was an own goal, the second by victor(& i passed it to him!!haha), the 3rd one was a nice whack from a distance by Tim and lastly of cuz my dear dear cant miss out on the fun rite??he did a superb individual goal la..goin thru so many defenders n finally whackin into the top left hand corner!!!and i was the goalie for the 2nd half..heng nv let in any goals haha if not so embarassin but reali scary that the balls come flyin to u!!haah but onli i can use my hands so feel quite privileged!!i m so totally sun burnt la jus put some moisturizer but jus hope i dun peel..=( but it was reali a fun and eventful day..at least all of us get to fellowship together..and not on sundays onli..this hols i reali spent quite alot of time with church ppl..nv in my whole life have i ever been so busy with stuff durin hols(not mentionin schoolwork last time la) but i reali feel happy bein involved in stuff like dance prac, goin caroling..goin old-folks hm soon on xmas eve and maybe backup for xmas service!!my first time!!im quite apprehensive though =( but will pray for confidence and a right heart. I jus hope to backup singin with a heart to worship God and nt care so much abt sounding nice in front of ppl..cuz im quite a perfectionist and i m jus afraid i'll focus on the wrong aspects of worshipping on Sunday...okies..den jus now after sentosa..went w shirley, amanda, charissa, nic, daniel and ian to do some xmas shoppin..charissa and daniel veri lihai la..in taka they spent less den an hr to shop for 12 ppl's xmas pressies la!!and i wun tell how much they spent but it was quite a sum of $ haha..but glad they bought their stuff and went hm not empty handed unlike mi and dear..haha but we kind of get an idea wat to buy liao...and we goin to shop for it on wed and thurs!!so fun!!=)den we went to cine to eat dnr at KFC with huijuan, joel pang, sarah and melissa from st james..they joined us la..and guess wat!!!!there was a movie premiere for stephen chow's upcomin movieKUNGFU HUSTLE and you will nv guess who was among the GUESTS!! it was SINGAPORE IDOL FINALISTS TAUFIK AND SYLVESTER!!mi and amanda went mad la..i had to eat halfway den go check whether tey arrived at the red carpet lor..den finally i jus rushed the chicken down my throat and waited for like 20mins with gerald, nic and amanda b4 they came!!and they were reali cute esp SLY!!!!he was wearin a simple white pullover and shades!!!but my onli regret was not to have a better pic taken and he was lookin away when i took!so sad..will upload n let u all see tmr..but i finally got to see him in real person!! =) and my 2nd regret was also not to have a gd pic taken and this time it was stephen chow..amidst all the pushin and shoving..i onli managed to capture HALF of his FACE la!! sorrie dear...=/haha den after that we met melissa, joel and huijuan again to take neoprints in heeren..super tirin la!!12 shots and 7 of us were like tryin to squeeze into the small screen..lol

i am like sooo tired la..den tmr still got dance prac in church but its reali impt cuz its the last main prac for everyone to reali learn and perfect the dance..hope everythinm goes well..pray hard man!!=)

oh ya last nite..at gerald's hse..we had a cell xmas party..it was a great success and super fun with gd food and gd ambience..but im too tired to talk abt it..so maybe next time..goin off to sleep..see ya!=)

okies..

IM SO SO TIRED !!!

its 1:10am in the mornin & i jus got home!!=( tim and huimin sent mi hm..veri nice of them cuz its like reali late liaoz..well..long story why it was so late but xmas carolin was a success!!haha well at least i tot so..considerin we onli had a full practice with the guitar when we arrived at uncle alan's hse!!we were like so freaked out cuz benjamin was stuck somewhere in city hall den later at queenstown cuz he couldn GET A CAB!!!n Ben was our guitarist!!hahaz..but reali happy that we pulled if off..benjamin was a great guitarist and all the singers did super well la!!jonathon's testimony was inspiring though abit too serious haha..there was few mistakes in our performance and everythin jus went reali well la!!haha but the climax must b durin dnr la!mel was like restrictin us to wat we shld and shld nt eat haha but in the end none of us followed as we devoured cheesecake and apple strudel!!it was so yummy!!haha i felt like a big glutton but losin out to mel la haha and amanda too!!the hse was huge la!!with a narrow swimmin pool tucked at an inconspicuous area in the hse..a huge fountain and a fish pond and a LAb called "na-nook" i tink...he is 8 yrs old..reali an old dog but still cute..the ppl were great too..i hereby declare my first xmas carolin a SUCCESS!! =)

well..before xmas carolin..we were at amanda's hse practisin the dance for 26th dec service..it was reali tirin man..but everyone did reali well la..though the dance steps were abit hard..but well YE ppl are talented ppl haha (includin mi!!!)i feel like an old ah ma dancing la..with all the young kids haha..amanda's doggie..FROST is SOO CUTE!! Li-en kept playin with her and i guess onli she noes abt the pullin the tail and frost will poo theory haha...and how joanna is so scared of FROST and Frost is so LAZY!!but maltese are always cute man!!=) oh ya..Roula from St james popped by too and she gave us reali nice goodies and chocos..she is reali cute la..and we gossiped abit here n there..but it was nice to have her today..

ahhhh..im like so tired la..but dun feel like sleepin..duno la..but im gona take my shower now...so yup..see ya ard!! nitez!! :)

tiring day..i also duno y

eloz!!its like past midnight but im still at the comp..tryin to sort out my photos..photos of gerald n mi, his dog stubbs, and my 3 doggies!!SO MANY PHOTOS!! im like super confused man!cant remember which we have developed and which we have uploaded to our website..tough work man..but gota do it..if nt..i wouldn't know where to find my photos haha..gerald and i have abt 200photos to date..well nt much considerin we haf been together for 19mths..but still a whole load of memories haha..and i looked so ugly in so many of them!!=( HAHA but i reali love takin photos..though i dun like to see myself in them..haha..photos are the best forms of memories..oh ya and i wana make my own book!!i jus recAlled..gota go buy the materials and ask DEAR SHIRLEY the artist to help us with it..hee..wana do somethin meaningful abt the book heh..its gota b fun man!!gerald wana make one too..

today was quite tirin..cuz my elder sis was abroad and no one except mi was at hm to take care of the puppies and dogs..from the time i woke up..had to feed the doggies bfast..den clean up the puppies homes and after their bfast..gota clear up the 3 old doggies' poo and pee..den had to make sure HEBE fed the puppies..it was non-stop work till like 2 hrs later..

den gerald was at my hse and we played squash and had lunch together..den he left..he is gd at squash but i jus din wana admit it..i lost the first game and was thrashed in the second..haha den i was relai mean..i forbidded him to play and made him wait outside while i practise alone..i cant stand myself man..always so competitive..even towards my bf..this is one thing that i have tryin so hard to change..sometimes it affects us..bad rite?guess it'll take a while more to change man..

gota sleep soon..tmr gota b at amanda's hse at noon..feel like visitin auntie kar foon tmr in hosp..but nt sure whether got time..hope can squeeze some time between dance prac and carolin lor..see ya and sweet dreams everyone!!

xmaS caroLn pRActiCE...

went church today to practise for xmas carolin that wil be at uncle alan wong's hse..nt reali sure who he is but auntie kar foon said he is veri rich n his hse is huge!!so quite an eyeopener i guess and the catch is DINNER is provided!!haha!!we singing 7 songs..fast and slow songs and endin with SilenT NIGHT!!it was reali fun rehearsing..jon gona gif testimony on that day and i m the MC..im so scared la!first time carolin den MC?afraid that i will screw up but i will pray and ask God for wisdom man..=p apparently, me, mel and amanda are the "eXTRas" haha cuz we doin those special backup singing..but sometimes we like reali cannot catch the tune la!!haha scully er sing off tune that day..so embarassing!!=( there was benjamin playin guitar, and li en and joanna and shu en!!hope everythin goes well on fri!!=)

uS agaiN!!!=)
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aN evENtFuL day..=)

Went to cineleisure to meet up with gerald's church camp gp!!haha but onli 3 other ppl went..melvin from chinese con..christel from st JAmes..and shu EN!!but it was fun eatin at pastamania..haha Shu en had a bargain..she ordered creamy chicken but had carbonara!!and CarBonara was 3 dollars more expensIVE!!=p after that..shu en the lucky ger..went SHopping with her mum and Li en..while the rest of us went Heeren..soon after..melvin left to meet his frens and it was left the 3 of Us..we continued walkin and shOpping at hEEren..it was fun talkin to christel..a SUper nice and ChatTy ger..sHe invited us to her churCH on 25th to see their DAnce performAnce..hopefully we can go la..cuz its supposed to b well choreographed..=p ANd i've nv beEN to their chuRch so Lookin Forward to iT..=p

deN went to HOlland V to meet my Sis n fren..saT at coffee BEan and spoke from 6 plus to like 945..talkin abt life and psych stUFf..pretty inTErestIN..deN my fREn told mi this: Happiness is not who u r, what u do BUT what u tink..hmmz..hopE u guys caN ponder over this..and ANy comments..?i love it la..cuz to me it makes alot of sense..

came hm at 1015 to catch my America's next top model den watched survivor..quite borin la..goin to watch my hongkong serials again!!got manu match tonite but duno whether can tahan or not..cuz tmr mornin gota meet my hues marketin team at 10 at woodlands!!doin stuff at gracie's condo..den maybe if weather permits..we'll play tennis or swim!!I pray FOr gOOd weATher man!!=)

oh ya!!this week got xmas carollin on FRi!!im so excited cuz its like the first time im doin it..but nervvous too!!scared we dun do a gd job..in the afternoon goin amanda's hse to learn the dance..so its gona be another busy day!!this week is like super busy la..weekend got 2 xmas parties..sat is my nus one at my fren's hse..sun after church my cell is celebratin at dear's hse!!and exchangin presents so its gona b lotsa fun i hope!!i LOVE xMAS!!and JEsuS!!=)

merRY xmAS!!haha

CLOSE UP!! =)
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uS at WheeloCk TOday..i FeeLin a biT cRanKY hahaz
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singAPORE idoL enCORe!

ELoZ!!im So bORed!!watched SI encore jus now..all the way to 930..

it was ok la...not very interestin actually..din reali feel any of them performed that best durin the Finals..but i tink TauFIk sure deserved to win..SLy was like abit Off..although im his fan..buT i guess now it doesn REAli matter since both have own contracts..and SLy even has his own advertisement comin up..believe it or not..its a toothpaste commercial i tink..he's pretty lucky to have all these opportunities..hope he'll haf a gd career..but most importantly..SING BETA!!=p

okies..tell ya a secret!i went for the auditions for SI too..bet u guys cant believe it. ESp martin (rachel's bro) and rachel and huijuan!! haha but it was reali quite fun and exciting..but all i can say is SI is abit manipulated la.if not how can the pink lady and lemon tree guys get in..but shows are all lidat..no choice..hee hee..but DUn ever ask Mi wat song i sang during the auditions..cuz i tink that was my gravest mistake haha..Oh and i din managed to go c the judges..which was quite sad...but maybe a blessin in disguise cuz dun reali wana b criticized by them and worst still b shown on tv haha..but cant wait for america idol in jan 20 to StART!!=p

okies.guess tat's ALL..nitez!!=)

when I sLack...

woke up at 1plus..slept at 4plus..im such a pig!!did nothing the whole day except watchin my hk movies..and playin the comp..but sometimes its gd to slack..to relax and jus do nothing...its onli when ur doin nothin that u can reflect upon ur life..how was life and how I have been spendin my LifE. It's quite scary how time can reali past by so quickly..was talkin to one of my fren and he said..sometimes u nv noe wat's gona happen next..he said its scary..i found it exciting and interestin..that is wat makes life interestin..but come to tink abt it..it is scary at times..how u had spent ur life..and time flies and you cant change certain things that u have done..but i guess the onli thing that we are capable of is look to the future..and believe..it is true.."pencil your plans and give God the eraser" (courtesy of bingjun) this certainly makes lotsa sense..tell God ur plans..gif him ur prayers and let him do the rest..

we are after all humans..we cant do much..

my CuTE PuppY!!isn't He CUte??so
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the 4 puPPiES!! =)
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wat a LonG n TirinG day...

got hm..it was raining cats n DOGs outside my hse la..but luckily anqi's dear darling sam kindly drove us hm..thanx sAM!!=)he even dropped mi outside my hse to buy supper for my elder sis..hee..nice guy..fortunate ANqi haha. But reali bad weather man!deaR called mi jus now when i was in the car..and he was complainin that they were all drenched and hiding under the monorail station for shelter..and he said he STInkS!!its hardly that dear will stink haha so i guess it was reali a tough day today..but when he called mi the rain stopped..hopefully it wun rain again tonite lor..dun wan any of them esp DeaR to fall sick!! =/ heh..he's gona call mi again later..hope the weather is much stable later..

well..today was super tiring..stayed in school till 4 plus den made our way down to anqi's hse den chatted through the whole evenin till 8 plus b4 we went to eat ZI CHA. it was reali gd and the servings were HUGE!!ate my fav sweET & sOUr POrk, oysTEr KaiLan, SaLAd Fried You TIao n HOtPLate BeanCURd!!and each of us onli had to pay 6bucks!!abt the same as a Macs meal haha..i super bROKe nowadays la..so abit particular abt monEY $$$$$ la heh..cant wait to start workin next yr den got income den nt so poor liao..=)gona work for my fren's company who teaches micromouse in schools..quite a high-payin job though..although was in micromouse in sec school..things have changed so much and the programming are now so cheem!!i gota study again..sigh..hols still need to study..hee but dear learnt it liao..so he's GonA teach mi!!=)

sigH..still cant solve the tag board prob abt the "name" "message" words nt being visible in the black background..gota take more time to figure it out..maybe ask RacheL haha..=)

feel like changing my template again..to play arD..gona teach dear dear how to make his own as WEll..his is THE inCREDiBLes template so check it out guys! (jACk JacK!!)

stUck in SKOoL..=/

came to school at 12 and been workin on an event project till now..its rainin outside again and the first thing that came to my mind is "oh no!!gerald and his whole BB camp!bad weather man!!" well..hopefully it isnt rainin at sentosa lor..but i doubt so.luckily yest when gerald was packin..we reminded him to pack more thick clothings and a jacket..if nt..it will b disastrous man..gerald is such a lazy bum haha!!he onli packed his stuff late at nite..and he packs real fast man..at least that's wat he told mi..haha..and he is veri sad cuz he tinks he left his fav long sleeved nike gray pullover at the church camp at costa sands!!i feel sad too!cuz i also tinks its nice haha!but careless him..mite hafta go back n ask for lost n found..but i doubt it'll work out..hehe..
i miss him haha!!and he actually brought 2 phones along!haha in case one runs out and there's no way they can charge their phones in camp..kiasu but gd also..den i can contact him the whole day haha..and harass him!tinkin of goin their bbq le..but dun wana miss service..well gota see lor..cuz this camp is like a celeb or farewell camp cuz no more parades on sat u see..den this time i wana show my support to gerald so maybe i mite hafta gif the service a miss but i'll definitely b down for YE!hmm..hopefully this doesnt sound too bad..missing service for a bbq..maybe i'll consult gerald or others hee abt this..=)
im so bored here!!haha but we finishin soon la..den we goin over to my sec school cum jc cum canoeing teammate's place to haf dnr!!and catch up..its been quite a while..hee..the whole day jus been draftin emails to sponsors..so cheem man..and my english not so gd..so im in charge of sourcing the backgrounds of the sponsors. WEll!!if ur just wonderin wat event im doin..let mi tell ya a bit of the background.Well the chair of this whole event, named hues, is my canoeing teammate, Wendy..she's an ID(industrial design) student at NUS and she is organizing an exhibition event at Esplanade next yr in July (9th, 10th, 11th). This event showcases various local design pieces and designers..Poly will b involved and its gona be one of a kind and we hope it'll b an annual event or bi-annual event..
well..it was like 2 yrs ago when we were at a chalet and wend was jus sharing with us this dream of hers to organize such an arts event..and tada!!a few months ago..she told mi its kinda goin smoothly and on hearing such immense progress..i was veri interested in being a part of this event..i guess the special thing abt this is that its the first and its solely organized by students..and the chair is my gd fren!!haha..so i wanted to get exposure on how events are organized so that's how i got involved..im in the Marketing committee by the way heh..ok so if u guys are free and the whole event is held successfully..den come drop by!!its gona b loads of fun!!=)
ok im goin over to my fren's place now..see ya guys!!

a short one..

hee..waiting for my fren to come pick mi up to the dnr..so abit bored..so decided to sneak in an entry..im so hungry!!cant wait to eat..haha but not been swimmin or exercisin recently..can u believe it..still aching from the camp..haha but excuses la!abit lazy to exercise..but i have to!!arms flabby!!waist gettin bigger!!haha..oops my fren's here..gtg..bye!!

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lazin ard all day..=/

woke up at 1.15 pm todae!!well..cant blame mi, slept at 3 plus last mornin mah..tried to watch champions league but couldnt tahan..fell asleep on the couch until 7plus..saw man u down 2- nil!!oh my!!but saw the lineup..den i knew why haha..duno if gerald got watch anot..but spoke to him tis afternoon, told mi liverpool played superb!read the newpaper..all praises..hmm..but cant watch repeat tonite cuz got dnr!!woohoo!!at fish n co..but i have been lazin all day..so nua..like dun wana go out..hee but cant..well..haven eat lunch yet..can u believe it?its like dinnertime..but dun care liao..jus go feast at the glasshse later..hee..
tmr..im gona visit anqi..my gd fren..with my other frens la..time to catch up on stuff..been some time man..sometimes we jus get so caught up with our own stuff tat we neglect frens and ppl ard us..im one such person and often needs reminders to prompt mi to contact my old frens and meet them up. But im jus lidat..so passive.. and i tink its bad..so i shall try to change lor!=p
tmr..dear goin to sentosa for camp liao..sigh and sad..cant c him for 3 days?but maybe sunday after church will rush down to sentosa to join his BB bbq..tink it'll b fun..hopefully i can go lor..
den dear said he will off his hp in the afternoon..which means i can onli talk to him AT NITE!!sigh..guess i gota get some prog myself in the day haha..
oh ya..reali gota pray for gd weather man for BB camp..cuz they will b sleepin in tents i tink and look at the weather nowadays!its pretty bad man!and its definitely nt gona be a gd experience sleepin in damp tents rite?so yup..will be prayin hard for them..and pray they will all haf a gd time..cuz after tis week..BB and GB i tink no more parades on sat liao..5day week lor..gerald been tellin mi abt their new plans..guess he's pretty concerned..=)
hmm..i gota go bathe soon liao..den prepare to go out later for dnr..yeah!fish n co!HERE I ComE~~

nt sleepin yet?no manz..havin fun creatin my blog haha

its like 1:55 and im rather tired..but its so fun doin my blog..now i've added music..all thx to RACHEL!!she's my mentor man!!she's good...well..i guess this is gona b my pastime for this semester hols..haha!! nice music rite?its from hillsongs' Blessed album.."One Desire"..first heard it durin camp..loved it and borrowed the cd from gerald (my dear) n it happened to have the song...its so nice and soothing..Yes..God is my ONE n ONLY DESIRE..is it yours?i seriously hope so..=)off to workn on my blog again!!check out for new changes haha!!=)

Wat a LOng DAy in tOwn..=p

wenT to town at 3plus..went paragon coffee bean to meet huiyi (my sis' fren) and my sis' insurance agent..it was rather borin cuz the older ones haha were talkin abt insurance stuff and my sis like got quite a few policies..haha investment policy la..health policy la..aiya duno la..cheem stuff to mi..but i noe quite abit of coverage..plus i worked in AIA b4 so some stuff wer quite familiar to mi..but most of the time i was playin antonio's phone (an O2 phone..cool sia)..so many games!!but was playin mahjong shanghai..made quite a few stages..den after which..we suggested to go ktv n we sang from 6 to 10pm..haha 4 hrs straight..shiok!can nv get enuff of singin..it's like my no1 hobby lor!!but today was extra fun cuz sang quite abit of english songs..some of which i nv sang in ktv b4 so quite diff tonite..plus sang kiss from a rose or something..den tried to sang sly's style haha but couldn..

jus got hm...missed my amazin race..but nvm cuz later AXN got repeat haah!!gonna eat my dnr now..jalan besar CHICKEN RICE!!smells great man!!=)tmr got a dnr with my uni frens at the glasshse..hope it'll b fun..=p

a gloomy day again

its 2 in the afternoon and i feel that the day is long gone..went to cartel to have lunch w my sis n ant..havin stomachache now..it seems like all 3 of us havin it too..poor us..muz be the food..today goin to be a chillin out day..goin out with my sis and frens in town to chat..its been a long time since i went to town to enjoy and have fun..my exams was a killer tis semester and fallin sick din help mi any beta..i tink gerald will noe it best abt how terrible my illness was..i was like a changed person..haha..but glad everythin's over..and thankfully jus b4 church camp at costa sands ECP..the camp was one of a lifetime man!great ppl,great activities, great weather, great worship, great sermon and most imptly..there was God!=) the whole camp was inspiring and it reali changed mi..my perceptions of church, christianity and most imptly being a christian and our roles..i always din noe y was i a christian for..but now i noe..n i am sure everyone else know it too!dog and cat theology..a simple title but a hard one to comprehend..this onli serves to show that being a christian can b easy yet difficult at the same time..its a thin line in between..that's y i believe we muz always pray and ask God for help..that's wat i do best now..haha!!seek and ye shall find..this sentence finally make sense..that's y when i created tis blog..my urge to make it one that has God's presence everywhere is so strong that i named it "Yanleen Loves Jesus So so Much". & i jus wana say this everyday!!Praise God man!=)

MY veri FiRSt Blog

WHOA! my veri First Blog!! and entry!!cool!! i tink there will b more to come!!